[23 F]. Sorry in advance for the negativity. I was browsing incel reddit for the first time (bad idea, but I was curious) and now I’m convinced that no one will ever want to be with me until I lose weight. It’s just a very sad and heavy realization. Looking at that subreddit confirmed to me my core belief that I am worthless unless I am thin.
I recently went on a few dates with a rather heavy guy who ended up ghosting me. By the logic of that subreddit, “even” “fat guys” are not an “option” for me. I didn’t really think that way until I saw that subreddit. Sure I was concerned that he might not be the best person to have kids with due to the studies that say fathers who work out have smarter children as well as the possibility of genetic abnormalities, but it wasn’t a vanity thing. Now I am realizing that that’s probably how people feel about me. I feel so sad that I want to never eat again. I know that’s not realistic but that’s how I feel.
Does anyone else feel this way?
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