To the people who have lost lots of weight, and have a lot of loose skin, but no money to fix the problem. How do you deal with the fact that you can never be in a relationship, because you will gross the other person out? This isn't a hypothetical. I have lived this. I lost over 200 pounds and now have a vile body. Somehow I convinced a woman to date me for two months, we had sex, but I kept my shirt on and we only did it in the dark. Once I tried missionary without a shirt and I caught the grimacing face of disgust that she made, it was heart breaking.. suffice it to say that after that for the short amount of time that we lasted (that she could stomach me, pun intended) we never tried missionary or shirtless again. So, how do you guys cope with the unavoidable lonely road ahead? I get very sad and very down on life in general, I sink into the darkest corners of my mind. I don't know how to cope with the fact that I will never experience love and will definitely live and die alone. I feel that life is pointless.
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