For reference, I’m 5’3 and weigh 250 lbs. About 6 months ago, my boyfriend and I joined a gym. We started out diligently, but then we lose motivation, stop and start again. For me, I’ve gained and lost the same 10 lbs 3 times. My issue is mainly my age, I’m 50 and even if I lose 100 lbs, I’ll probably have loose skin and it’s not like I’m going to look amazing.
However, that’s not the immediate issue. Tonight I went back to start again. My boyfriend went back a week ago and I just couldn’t do it. After some time on the elliptical, I went to lift weights and didn’t notice any issues. On our way back home, my boyfriend mentioned that he had to defend me against two 20 something year olds who were making fun of me. Unbeknownst to him, I have had two other episodes this week where people made fun of me.
It’s going to probably take me a year to lose the weight if I can even do it. How can I get through all the days in between when I feel like everyone is looking down on me?
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