Just a vent post! :)
So, since July 3rd, I’ve lost 18kg (almost 40lbs). I was very heavy (starting weight from when I actually started weighing myself on July 3rd, 157kg (346lbs) - I started the journey a few weeks before this so was probably heavier.
While I’m glad to see the scales change, I’m not really much happier at all or feeling accomplished because I can’t see any changes yet. I stare in the mirror and I look exactly the same. I can’t see any difference. I don’t think my clothes feel different, and nobody has made any comments (I mean I’d feel awkward if they did, but at the same time at least I’d know I look different haha). I know it’s vain, but I am so impatient for me to notice a difference, or for clothes to seem looser, and it’s just not happening!
Anyway, just wanted to vent haha. I know I have A LOT to lose still and with this much weight it’s hard to see a difference until you’ve lost a lot, I’m just impatient to start noticing a difference haha.
Also, I’m so self conscious and have self esteem issues that I barely have any photos/selfies (let alone full body photos) of myself before this, so I can’t do a comparison shot. Maybe I’ll take one today so I can compare in a few months! I’ve been putting it off but I think it will help.
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