F/27/5’9 HW: 302 CW: 218 GW: 180s
So the before is late December and the after is today. It’s VERY obvious I’ve gained weight. Even though I’m somehow still 218lbs. All of it in my love handle/lower stomach. I’m very upset about it. While I have quite a bit of loose skin my apron belly line is visible again, my pants are uncomfortably too tight. I’ve had to go out and buy pants in a size 16 because the 14 cuts into me too much. I don’t feel good going to work or class right now. Everything fits wrong.
This dress looks okay because it was HUGE to begin with. But you can see the added width of my lower half and chest.
I have PCOS so it’s pretty hard to keep weight off and stay in shape. But I fell off the wagon this winter and as it gets warmer I’m feeling extremely insecure and hate my body.
How can I get back on track, but more importantly feel comfortable-ish in the meantime? I started exercising every day, cut out sugar and most carbs. I pre-portioned my food. Yet it’s been two weeks and I haven’t lost a pound.
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