I’ve been overweight for about 14 years. I had twins 13 years ago and another baby 2 years after. I had big babies, the twins were 14 pounds together. My body will never ever be the same, I have diastasis recti, stretch marks, scar tissue, surgery scars, wrinkled loose skin. I feel disgusting. Last year I went from 190lbs to 155, and from a size 16 to a size 8. The catalyst was getting a divorce and getting off of Celexa. I’m happy with my progress but feeling a little plateau. I’m the smallest I’ve been in my adult life. I’m going to the gym twice a day, cardio mainly and yoga a few times a week.
Yesterday I ate a banana and questioned eating the whole banana because of the calories. This thought concerned me. I don’t want to develop an eating disorder and maybe that’s silly to think that that’s an indicator but it was worrisome.
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